when you reach for my hand my heart leaps
i swear that it misses a beat
and i dream of a life when i have to surrender my time
but i know what is mine
when the sun streams through the trees it forms a wreath
it showers your face with it beams
and you smile like a child and i want to repair all my lies
but they hide in the dust
in the fields where they grow
all i know is that everything i know is wrong
when will you be home because i need you to feel safe
hold me while i sleep because these dreams, they terrify me
never let me go: i don't think i can cope on my own
in this place
with these fears
my emotions controlling my tears
in shafts of light through the trees
i can see my reflection complete
all i want is to sleep
not to dream
but i fear all i know is that everything i know is wrong